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| Wednesday, February 18, 2009 |
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Rgt. Before i go on abt all those normal way i start my posts, i juz wanna say tis. GAL GUIDES SUX. Mayb nt guides but certainly the footdrill. No doubts abt tt at all, at least fer nw. I was toking ter myself fer reasons or another fer 15 whole mins. I might explain tis ltr in the post, tt is if i felt like it ltr. Anywaes, I wanted ter slp but den decided ter post. But nw is time fer dinner so i gotta brb fer nw~back.
Okaes. I guess it's been sum time since i last posted harx. Okaes. Tt was 4days ago on valentines tt i last posted it seems. Kkaes.
Nth went rgt td. Nth did. Td is a wednesday so supposed i get ter slp an xtra hr rgt? But hor, coz of sum reasons i slpt 1hr l8 n sumhw i cnt slp so i juz flipped in bed fer another 1hr which makes it 2hrs l8er dan the usual time i slp. So tis morning, i woke up abit bad mood lorh. Nt enuf slp so damn tired though it shud hv been more slp n shud hv been more refreshed dan other daes.
Den is the normal stuff til the YCK mrt thr. Coz thr was alot ppl w8ing fer the bus n a bus juz went off i decided ter walk ter sch. It took mi 12mins ter reach thr by walking n i was rather warm frankly speaking. Nx is the normal stuff in sch -- lessons n stuff.
Nw comes the CCA. Yea, gal guides. Wad else harx? Din apply sunblock coz i tot dunno stand in the sun n actualli i 4gt abt it too. Den td dey asked us ter stand in the sun fer foot drill. And noe wad? The sun of 1pm-5pm is usualli the hottest rgt? But td the Sun was like hotter dan usual 3pm-5pm. Den it juz had ter be td tt i stood under the sun, nt moving at all 'cept the sch attention n at ease stupid leg movements, fer 2 whole hrs!! Felt so dizzy lorh. Den dey ask mi go the shade fer a little while ter sit, n i mean little as it is. Den nt long after--i hvnt even recovered 1/2 okaes--nidda go back stand liaoz. Tis time i realize my whole left leg (mostly the sides n the back) turned so dark a brown tt it's juz a tiny little bit ter completely black! Gdness sake.
I was rather sad. Lolz. My leg had enuf bruises n scratches as it is liaoz n nw giv mi a whole patch of black sunburn. Wth!! I no nid contrast okae! Nt saying my skin is v white, (since i noe sum ppl hu is like paper white or realli white) i m considered quite dark liao but nt ALL tt so oso la. But ya noe, at least it's nt black. Fine. Brown if ya like it. But no choice, so juz stood thr n do the stuff dey said. Den the graduated seniors came back n made everything worser like it hadnt been worse enuf. The CL discussing whether gd enuf den dey like wanna say "okae can ler" den the seniors go say "NT GD ENUF!! ONE MORE TIME!!".
Duh. So do again, no choice rgt??? Lolz. But actualli we sec1s nv do, juz the sec2 n 3--but juz standing under the damn hot sun is more dan enuf liao okaes, w/o moving summore. Like 自找 lors. Sum1 hu actualli went n stand under the damn hot sun noeing it is especialli damn hot tt dae w/o moving is like inviting the sunlight ter concentrate on ur skin n burn it til it is sunburnt. Duhh. The seniors dun even seem ter giv a damn abt us. Dey scared we faint nt coz dey worried abt us okae. Dey scared ltr we giv trouble ter 'em. Lolz. Might b one sided opinion of mine but i juz realli felt like it coz come on, none of 'em noe us or at least mi in tt sense.
Den the 2nd time gt improvement hor, den we tot can go liaoz (since we actualli repeated the whole thing) but hor the GRADUATED seniors go say "BETTER!! BUT U CAN DO BETTER!! ONE MORE TIME!!" Like seriously wth?? Fine. Finalli everything was finished n it was oredi past 5pm which was the supposed time fer dismissal. Took my mobile n wallet n left. It's a bad Sun dae. Nt sundae nor sunday, a Sun dae-- a dae tt Sun is bad. Lol! Oh yeaaa, thr's tis comment the senior sae while we were under the sun.
Btw tis fridae is the idiot Thinking Day n supposedly nidda reach sch by 6.30am like omg. I wanna skip sia.... But cnnt lorh. So sianz lorh. Tis sat oso nid go Thinking Day celebration 12.30pm-6.30pm, n the CL go tell us 12pm muz reach. Duh. So can onli hope tis fri nt like last time, go thr on time den tell us 4gt tell us dunnid go. Rgt.
So one of the GRADUATED seniors sae hor: "If ur frenz say tink tink tink tink ur tinking day den u sae its a dae whr i show i m a guide n i m proud of it." Gdness. Den i tot ah: i nt proud ter be a guide lez. Lolz. True lez. Simply n totally true. Well, at least fer nw la. The one hu said tt is more annoying 1--thrs onli 2--the other one at least gd ,though oso abit annoyin coz she oso gt comment, ask if any1 nid water n lent her waterbottle.
Rgt. So bought almond bubbletea at the bubbletea shop near my sch. Den take bus ter AMK mrt coz i juz dun feel like walking. Juz considering standing under the damn hot sun tt long fer the first time, nt realli coz i m tired but juz simply dun realli wanna use my leg. Den hor, fine everything went typicalli as how ya wud take a mrt n a bus. But den when i reached the elevator of my house blk n pressed the lift button hor. I realize hor. I 4gt ter bring back my watch!! Coz usualli when i wear the watch n press the button will gt abit of movement on my wrist. Den i went "OH SHYT!" den sum1 hu juz came n heard mi. Den she smiled. I was like "huh? wads so funni? 幸灾乐祸 ah?" But she's an idian la... Lolz.
So. I reached hm n yea. After doing the basic reaching hm style things, i wanted ter slp. I asked my mum fer sunburn medicine coz i gt sunburn mah. But dun hv. Wth. Den i laid on the bed tink n tink... Den i started cryin. Lolz. But i juz feel tt everything in tis world is "against" mi. Everyone's sch life seems ter be starting well n is definitely much better dan mine. I juz felt tt i was the onli one hu's tired. Of wad? I dun realli noe hw ter explain tis so nt gg into tt.
I juz felt tt i cnt find any1 hu realli understands mi. Mayb it's better nt be expecting sum1 ter understand mi since it's onli been like 2mths harx. But i felt abit left out sumtimes. Erm dunno if i m rite ter sae tis but like cnt feel tt any1 is a gd fren. Guess it's nt ez ter get a gd fren harx.
I juz tot. If a sum1 dunnid mi ter be thr, if tt sum1 wun even notice tt i had gone sumwhr else while i m walkin wif tt sum1, is the even a meaning fer mi ter be thr? If thr's no meaning fer mi ter be thr, y shud i like be an xtra hu's simply Following tt sum1? It might make mi look like sum real loner (though i might realli be one in the 1st plc) but at least it wun make mi feel so out of plc. Might be dots ter ya but... Tt's wad i feel lah. But sumhw, tis yr i... Like did been an xtra hu's followin tt sum1 n tt sum1's frens sumtimes. Lol... Tiring. Ter be an xtra is.
Ne, i tell ya. Thr's no justice. Juz felt like sayin it. Tis society, is justiceless. Seriously. Nth is fair n nth's eva gonna be. Okaes!! Might feel i m kinda emo hor... But i m rather in an "emo mood" so ya can sae. Lol. Rgt. Anywaes, i hvnt finished my maths hw (left 3ques onli la) so gotta do nw. After tt, since i oredi on the com, might use it fer a little while longer. Manga abit or juz anyhw idle abit. Oh btw, tis monday's history test sure get horrible results. Nx wk is science test... Dead.
Alrites. I cnt realli tink of any more things ter write abt lers though it had been 4days. Rgt. Tt's all fer td den. Ja. Mata'ne~~~ |
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| [Hong] ♥ 明知没有答案还是要问 | 3:19 AM |
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