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Current status: Ignoring my bloody testwk wich is due tmr. Lolz.
So damn sianz. My bronze found out still gt quite alot ter do. Duh. Tmr gt CCA...
So tmr muz hand in. Wth.
I seriously dun giv a damn bt the seniors will ask us hand in tmr.
BUT im oso seriously nt doing anything.
Dots harx. But realli bo liao lorh... All those testwk.
Anywae, i juz logged on. Hm can sae esp fer posting lah. Bt nt completely oso lah. Kinda felt like manga-ing...? But cnt manage ter find any manga yet. So... yea. Btw felicia so kind try tell mi wads gg on wif the LCM wich i dun get a thing on. Bt i lik too stupid sieh o.o" Oh ya, my factor hw oso nv do lorh. Since gonna do correction anywae (coz i noe i duno ANYTHING?) so might as well leave spc. Lolz.
Td was, yea, v much another typical dae... Wanted ter meet felicia bt den in the end nv meet :x Ps ps... Den tok on fone fer like 20min? O.O Kinda broke record ahaha.
And den... U noe wad. I pricked my finger wen trying ter wear my badge in the mac lab. ........Lolz. Alot blood bt i dunno whr is the hole. So anyhw (大概大概) put plaster-- Credit is yangting o.o Coz plaster hers. Arigato~ Bt nw still hurting =.="
Alrite. Nx wk is the literature CT.... Bloody hear from teacher seems so hard!! Crap. Summore 30% of SA. Haiz. Haiz. Im doomed. Okaes. Mayb i shud worry abt my hecky testwk since i m still ignoring it?? Nid make pencil holder... And hw to do tt in sch? Oh man, bt seriously dun wan do siah.
I too stupid, ltr annoy felicia? >< Coz i kip dun get it. Lost sieh... Kkaes. Nth much oso actuali since is typical dae... Oh. Tmr actualli is quite slack one. Gt health check so no reading period. Den means onli gt home econs n HMT. But all thx ter tt guides, it doesnt seem slack AT ALL. ...Juz rmb i m still ignoring my testwk. Wonder hw i gonna finish tmr n hand in. Oh man. Wadeva lah. Too sianz to bother lez :S
B4 dinner, I took a nap wich is like v long. Um, ya. Den... Ya. Okae. I cnt tink of any more things ter write abt lers so i guess i will end here. Man, 10pm ler!! =.=" My testwk hw??? Crap. Tt's all fer td den. Ja. Mata'ne~~~ |
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| [Hong] ♥ 明知没有答案还是要问 | 6:29 AM |
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Okae, gonna do a short one td since i planned ter log off slightly earlier td. And it's v much a typical dae so nt much things oso lah. Anywaes, my geog test td. Horribly done... So damn upset wif myself sia. Wrg like super-lot of things!! AH crap. Sure bad score dds. 救命ah, even my geog get so low hw i face other ppl??? All my other subj r like inimaginably poor u noe!! Sure get look dwn n tink whr gt such ppl one... Lol. Okae lax. And den wen gg hm, i past by the guides den, den my PL go ask mi check if gt more rejected works. Luckily no more fer mi. Bt. Crappy shyt hell lot wen i ask my PL y i hand in the craft fer bronze ler dey still ask mi "whr?" Den noe wad, REALLI nid REDO!! Bloody hell. Hope dey dun nx time tell mi dey lost all my other crafts fer ALL my other badges n ask MI redo. Or i can die. Bt honestly feel i oredi died u noe. The bronze craft wich i m told ter redo, i SERIOUSLY hv ter REDO. Wth. Nidda hand in on wed... Wich is lik??? One more day??? ........... Plus my maths n sci~~~~~~~~~ =.=" Okae. I M dead, i guess. Rgt... I was walkin wif brenda mah. So i complained n go on saying bad stuff abt guides n seniors coz i was sooo agitated. Esp wen i kip tinking tt i hv ter redo ALL my badges. I almost went insane. Bcoz i tot: nt my fault okae!! I handed in!!! Seriously dun ltr cum ask mi go redo ALL!!!Okae lax lax. Nw guess wad. I went up on the 265 bus n continued. Den tok SO loud (in my opinion) den until alight bus... Den i realized, gt a senior inside the bus!! Crap :x If she heard n tell other seniors den i die die liao. Oh man... **Oh ya. Wan add: ytd i chiong do 草房子 til 12midnite++ (den play abit ltr-ward) so i finished ler xDD Man, rather hard lorh. I sum ques look at other ppl ans fer reference... o.o" Lol?** Well. Tt's basicialli it. I guess. Lolz. Thr's oso another matter wich i nt gonna touch on. Cooled down ler? o.o Aha since nt touching on it den i wonder y did i said tt fer harx. Juz felt like mentioning it... Lolz. A couple more min til 11pm, call tis early? Hm bt considered quite ler lah... If u noe wad time i usu slp nwadays... And ended up wif lik nt more dan 4hrs of slp...? Kkaes. Tt's all fer td den. Ja. Mata'ne~~~ |
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| [Hong] ♥ 明知没有答案还是要问 | 7:35 AM |
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Man, i hvnt read finish 草房子! Lolz.
.....Abit random? o.o
Anywaes, td was basicalli another typical dae i wud sae.
I woke up at 12noon td...
The xcuse can be: i slpt sumtime after 2am ytd.
Bt reason is tt tis is wkend!!
Sch days i hardly even get 5hrs of slp.
Rgt. I started reading 草房子 from 1pm to arnd 3.30pm (gt breaks obviouslu).
Den went com-ing. Nt much of playing tho...
Idle abit on totalli random webs after nt managin ter find any mangas at all.
5pm went fer a nap n woke up at 5.30pm.
Hm. Went reading 草房子 again den, shower, eat... Yea. Read again lor.
After tt is... now lorh.
Posting. Lolz.
I juz spent like 10min? Revising geog, yea.
And tmr is geog CT.
Wonder if u can realli even call tt revision.
Oh well.
Near 9pm nw.
Eh nt tt late wor.
Bt nt earli oso wor.
Oh man, wad m i saying.
Suddenly feel like spamming.
Bt shudnt spam on post.
Okaes.
Hm. U tink tis is betta?
As in like one sentence on a row...?
Tot shud try out sumhw.
Bt its making my post like super long when it's NOT.
Tis is a short post i wud sae, if i dun leave it lik tis.
Hmm. Oh wadeva.
And no1 realli cums here so i wonder hu i toking to.
Nvm.
Tmr geog test... And after the day after tt...
Gdbye ter march!!
AHA.
Why m i saying aha.
Oh mayb coz tis wasnt such a pleasant mth.
Bleh mayb nt.
I dun wan go april!~~~~~~~
So sian lorh, sch.
Nid wake up so earli summore.
April gt SA1 main papers sieh.
If my grades nw aren't so bad, i prob wud lik sch more ba.
But it's my fault lahhhhhh~~~~ahh~~lah.
Slack slack slack, dun use brain, onli noe tok.
Herrrrh.
Worrr woo waa haaa.
I dunno wad crap i toking nw.
Nt crap! Tis is MY post so i sae wad i wan.
Wahaha.
...........
Lame.
Wait. I wan do maple F7.
...........
Seriously toking crap.
............
Kkaes...
I guess i cnt realli tink of any other things ter write abt lers since as said, tis IS a typical dae. So i guess i will end here. Wad a spam post >< Alrite. Tt's all fer td den. Ja. Mata'ne~~~ |
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| [Hong] ♥ 明知没有答案还是要问 | 5:40 AM |
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Tt was the 101th post. So tt will make tis post the 1o2th. Okaes. Anywae, td's basicalli another typical day. I woke up at 12.10pm td o.o and den went fer my com like arnd 1pm. Spent the entire dae on com td. Man, im seriously a slacker.
Geog test on mon n my maths r unimaginable horrible recently yet i still here play all dae! Oh damn. Sayaku ne, watashiwa =.=" Rgt. Mayb i wun come on fer play tmr. Cao fang zi oso hvnt read finish!! Nt even haf of the bk fer ur kind info... Still gt like 200 over pg. How haf dae read finish??
Alrite... I first manga fer an hr n finished the previous manga i was on, den went finding other mangas fer 2hr haf bt ter no avail, den go watch an epi of an anime, went looking fer a drama ter watch fer 10min but ter no avail again. Lemmi see, den i used photoshop ter edit a pic fer myself fer like...2hr? Yea rgt. After tt juz go arnd random webs fer like an hr n den tink time fer dinner lers. Lolz. Thr. U c hw i wasted time harx. Oh well.
As i said, gt 3 testwk gt rejected. Nid print sum cover pg and nidda go ask signatures... Bt those r actualli done-able. Dey better hell nt lose my craft fer bronze!! And ask mi damn-shyt go redo. Um. Rgt. I wanna apologize to the seniors (tho dey wun be here i suppose, since thr's hardly even a soul here). Shudnt hv said tt the seniors r bad coz i believe dey went thru all tis too and heard the previous batches of seniors r like more damn bad. Bt i still dun much fancy guides u noe. AND if dey lose my craft den i wun bloody care, i wun like 'em (as in those hu lost it). Crap, realli gt the feeling i nidda redo again... Duh!
Kkaes. Since tis was much a typical dae, i guess thr's nth much ter write abt lers. Tt's all fer td den. Ja. Mata'ne~~~ |
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| [Hong] ♥ 明知没有答案还是要问 | 7:11 AM |
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Back On Call
Rgt. Sugoi. It's been ages since i last posted. Tis post might take long, fer mi n fer u if u wanna read since thr's quite lot ter sae. Btw, im gonna go on hiatus again nt long after tis i guess. Seriously too much things ter deal wif.
Muz thk those guide testwk harx. I m spending MUCH more time on guide dan my hw/revision lor!! And after spending TT much time on guide i too tired n oso no mood ter do revision so nth gets in my head. U cnt imagine hw much crap lot i hv ter do, i hvnt even adapted ter tis sch life in ande! Taking rather long harx mi. Bt sumhw i realli nid quite alot time ter adjust, nt like i can help it u noe... Bsides, trying nt l8 is kinda hard esp since sch is so far if u noe hw i was like? I cnt imagine hw life in sec3 is gonna be. Sec2 too. Dying. Sumone save mi.
I noe no1 is realli reading tis, bt its been like real long n i wanted a post fer march at the v least...
Well. Lets start wif td bah. Chnged my ez-link. Artificial pic!! Lol bt i seriously nt hv any recollection whr or wen i took tt pic. It was more horrible dan my pri sch pic (haiz it's gone). Farewells... farewells...
Rgt. I 白高兴一场 lor. Tot i nth rejected coz nv tell mi. Den guides gonna start found Collector gt rejected. Den went happily arnd looking fer teachers ter sign coz i tot others gt accepted. Den after guides ending ler, dey gave us a stack of more rejected pieces. And thr, my Bronze n Artist. Wth. Damn annoyed n fustrated til i felt like screaming juz nw sia. Nw after tokin ter rachel abit so it juz gt better tt slight bit... Some of the craft in Bronze i handed in r in the plastic bag i handed in den nw dey sae "WHR R DEY?". Wtf. Dey better dun lose it. Or i will hv ter redo like one of my peers did. Craps. Bt i seriously tink dey will sae it's MY fault wen dey cnt find n ask mi redo. Crappy.
Rgt. Nw shall i sae abt my march "holidays"? Indeed it's holidays. Bt it was nth more dan juz testwk n hw in disguise. Hw nt tt much (at least managable) bt testwk r like .... idiotically lot. Useless things lots. Wth. Honestly, i much rather do hw dan those testwk. Those testwk juz ends up wif badge her badge thr. Like come on, hu realli cares? And noe wad, the bronze is the tiniest badge n it's the one tt consists the hugest testwk.
Okae. I seriously tink everything's so pressurized all of a sudden. Guides, my horrible grades, n lots of things wich i dun plan on saeing n dun realli noe hw n whether i shud sae. I shud sae my attitude is getting worse each dae tho i noe i wasnt gd at all from e start. I feel i had annoyed everyone... Ps n hontoni gomenasai. Coz recently my mood is like damn horrible. Ppl dun get it. Hw i feel. Yea yea respect; manners. Wadeva thr is, thr is. Bt dey juz dun get it. Forget it. No1 understands n no1 will understand. Blah.
Hm. Whr were i? Oh yea. March "holidays". Well, bsides all tt, thr's tis testwk camp... 17-19mar. So yea--testwk lor.
First dae 17mar:
Reached sch 6.40am, supposed report at 6.45am u c. Den every1 else gt do testwk, onli i (n sum few others wich i found out ltr) nv do. I din noe wad ter do n dun feel lik doing. I felt rather guilty den tho. And lik every1 gav mi tt look tt saes "y gt such irresponsible person?" after i tell 'em tt i nv do. Tinking too much? Mayb...? Duh.
Anywae. I cnt exactly rmb the first dae ler lah. After tt, go classrm put bags. Err den i tink is start testwk ler bah. Yea den continue on n on n on den lunch den on n on den dinner den on n on den supper den on abit more, lights off at 11pm. Supposedly bt bcame 11.30pm instead. Bt den sum of those hu were slping same classrm as mi were lik... Abit duh lah. Dey sae dey dun wan slp, so tok tok tok plus the seniors wan do hw so on the lights. Cnt slp til like 2am lorh!
Second dae 18mar:
Woke up 6.30am. Gt called up by a senior. Wonder if dey gt slp or nt o.o Nw guess wad. Those hu said dey did nt wanna slp, the seniors call like 2x dey still slping. Den the seniors go away liao lorh. Din mind it tt much since it was the first night Bt tt night, again. Anywae, the afternoon nid do outdoor testwk. First, a sch bus take us go sum MRT station (4gt) n coz road long, i slpy so slp quite sum bit o.o Ltr, went botanical gardens, dobi gouht (sp?) n chinatown. Botanical gardens most things ter do~~ Okae. I onli rmb distinctly hor, on bus ter dobi gouht MRT station, thr were 3 jap gals!! I was abit life-less bt i saw 'em den my eyes open big big. Wahaha. I hear 'em tok. Cool sieh, so fast!! Lolz. I onli understood sum certain phrases n sentences tho. So cnt realli make out the subj dey were toking.
Ya. Den after tt ah. Lunch? Ate a bread of BreadTalk fer lunch btw. Aiya cnt rmb the order ler lah. So supposed go guides HQ bt the patrol i was in oredi past time so nv go n went straight back ter sch. Yea. Den umm. Back sch near 6? Den tok abit, summarise n do work abit, den dinner. After tt, no nid sae lah. Testwk again. In the com lab... Oh din i sae? Coz most testwk nid print (in fact all) so we go thr wen thr r things tt nidda type or pics. Bt nt all time testwk stay thr lah.
3rd dae 19 mar [woohoo final dae]:
Woke up at 5 coz nid arrange back tables. As i said, those again sae dey nt slping so tok n tok. Rather loud, or mayb classrm small plus the lights--even tho i was like super tired after the outdoor thing, i cnt slp til like 3am =.=" Dismissed at 1.40pm tho supposed ter be 1pm. Senior almost 4gt return our fones dey took from us fer "safe-keeping" bt coz every1 missed their fone n so unused ter nt using fone so the min the senior said "ok dismiss" den everyone sae "our fones?" Lolz.
After tt, i reach hm, dash fer com. Initialli wif intentions of playing after so long nv use com. Bt i realised...i had tt crap lot of testwk i had ter do. Tried ter do so well, did abit lah bt din print coz firstly, printer no ink; secondly, dunno if do correct or nt. Lucki i din print wor... Or else will waste more paper dan i oredi did nw.
Nw tis isnt the end, sat gt tt north-division competition... Supposed meet thr 7.15am so i had ter wake up earli again. Gt sch bus again! Yea i slpt again. Lolz. Bt tis time nt a slp tt long lah. Coz gt a heavy jerk tt woke mi up. The road ter the Camp Christine is super jerky. Junying mdm sae we will be camping thr the start of nx yr (training camp)... She laf tt bit after our reaction (mi n jiaen). Ehe. And the sight of the campsite wasnt tt pleasant lah. Tho nt horrible, i guess.
Well. We sec1s din do anything at all so i wonder y did dey call us go. All we did was waste 3hrs after reaching sitting thr staring into spc. Serious! We did absolutely nth, n i mean realli juz sit thr. Mayb gt chat abit... Yea yea bt it was rather boring if u can imagine. After tt, 1pm dismissed n went hm. Duh harx.
So left sundae. And mondae gt testwk check. I rush rush rush my testwk lorh. Kept ask sharon PL, wondered if she gt annoyed o.o" Okae okae. After the holiday is basicalli the typical daes once again. Like tis wk u cud sae. Juz tt i tink a fren (wonder if i cud still call her tt) dun tink mi as a fren liao. Coz of certain actions of hers lah. And sum reasons i nt gonna sae coz it will be obvious hu she is liao.
Nw. Worh. Long post wor. Spent 2hrs liao wor! I hvnt did a single thing fer my rejected testwks. Sian lah... Dun wan do!! >< Haiya haiya.
Alrites. Cnt tink of much things ter write abt lers so i guess i will end here. Tt's all fer td den. Ja. Mata'ne~~~ |
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| [Hong] ♥ 明知没有答案还是要问 | 5:29 AM |
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Facing the computer at the moment.
Used com near an hr or mayb two.
Feeling all emo again after toking ter felicia.
I hv been thinking.
I m indeed more of a listener dan a talker.
But.
Tho i m always thr when one nids ter talk.
Mainly coz i m an xtra.
Hu is ever thr.
When i nid them?
Tired of chasing sth i can nv get back.
Tired of being an xtra all the while.
Tired of trying ter find sumone hu understands mi.
In tis enclosed n dark world of mine.
Thr's no one in sight.
I cnt see a thing.
It's so cold that i go numb.
Tis world's so cruel.
U hu hv always been in the light.
Wun ever noe how it's like.
Ter be in the darkest shadows alone.
Like mi.
Bt sumhw I dun get it.
I dun understand.
How one can live in the light.
Mayb i hv been here too long.
Tt i forgt wad it's like ter be in the light.
I hv been like those, once.
But it's been so long back since den.
Dark and cold.
Tt's all i feel out in the world.
Ever since an incident i dun even rmb.
Mayb i remembered.
Bt i chose ter escape.
All i feel out in the world.
Is the world tt has no plc fer mi.
And the meaningless existence of mine.
Trying my best ter smile.
Like nth's wrg at all.
When nth's rgt.
Thr's no plc in tis world fer mi at all.
I noe.
I noe...
I noe......
I dun even understand myself.
I dunno me.
I dunno juz hu n how i m.
Everything's so blank.
I feel ever so empty.
Coming ter an end.
I dun realli noe wad ter write anymore.
Or mayb i juz cnt rmb wad ter write.
Coz i hv been wanting ter do an emo post.
Since the start of tis wk i guess.
It's 10.00pm sharp.
Tis is the 100th post.
Cnt believe it.
I started my first post.
Wif an ever so eagerness.
Nw coming ter the 100th post.
Whr it's an emo post.
The day is too bright.
The night is too dark.
Tell mi.
How can i survive.
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| [Hong] ♥ 明知没有答案还是要问 | 5:37 AM |
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First time actualli posting in sch... Using the free access nw b4 gg fer tt guides cca of mine. Feeling so emo all of a sudden bt dun feel like writing emo things in sch fer dunno wad reasons... So anywaes. Been 5 daes since i last posted harx. But actualli i did use com juz tt too into manga n dun feel like posting.
CCA starting at 3.30pm so heading down at 3.25pm n it's oredi near tt time nw so gonna rush tis abit i guess. Mayb if i on tonite i will edit tis post. Or mayb tis wkend. Wadeva. Soon will be the march holidays -one more wk after tis wkend- n thr will be tis guides testwork camp wich is totalli duh~~ But like i gt a choice. Okaes okaes. 6more mins ter go...
Juz read the 2nd series of prince of tennis bt thr was onli a chpt as it is new. And den.... Ha. Nth else. Was playin facebk fer like 5 to 10mins while i was reading tt n came here ter blog i guess. No. I went arnd abit n cnt find anything much ter do n so i came here. Rgt. Den err....shyt. I cnt rmb wad i juz tot of writing a min ago. Oh wadeva. 3mins left.
Ah! I muz sae, tis wk had been v much another typical wk so dun tink hv tt much thing ter sae tho i guess if i try ter it can still bcome a whole post bt i dun hv enuf time in doing so n i definitely aren't gonna do tt in sch. Mayb if i edit tis post. Or mayb the nx post i shall do tt. 2min left. Errrrrrr. So td guides is gonna be abt some knots n lashing as i seen from the notice board as well as the normal enrolment clauses.... And den will be dismissed 15min ltr dan usu wich is even more duh. 1min left. Rgt. All kinda crammed tgt horx. Bt i rushing fer abit oso mah....So.... Rgt. As i said might edit tis post, or i might juz explain things in the nx post.
Okaes. 3.26pm lers. Kkaes. I cnt realli tink of anymore things ter write abt lers so i guess i will end here lers. Tt's all fer td den. Ja. Mata'ne~~~ |
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| [Hong] ♥ 明知没有答案还是要问 | 11:15 PM |
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Ha. Noe wad. Until nw i hv oredi used com fer near 12hrs. Gdness. And tmr i gt sch summore. Duh. Juz posted ytd n here i m again. C hw slack exactly i m. Playing more dan 10hrs every dae. Ytd after posting tt post i continued using com til near 2am....Lolz.
Alrites. Actualli td was oso a typical dae spent in front of the com w/o drinking water. Better nt dehydrate =x Okaes. Tis mornin while i was hving breakfast gt a fone call n it seems ter be from my CL. So tmr after sch nid go take measurements fer the guides uniform. Help. And td i still ate alot of fattening things. Like i m nt fat enuf =.=" Tell u every1 sure shocked at hw big a size i nidda wear. Haizzz.
Hm. Den after coming on i went ter facebk i guess. Played awhile onli tho. Nowadays nt too into facebk... Den i went photoshop-ing again. Bt oso fer a while too. Like an hr or 2? Nt too sure. Den after browsing webs after webs fer like 4 or 5hrs finalli found a nt bad manga. Well, the chrac r well drawn n the story plot seems nt bad. Haaaaaa. I sure judge mangas by its cover. Bt the plot is impt too. Rmb the previous manga i tok abt? Bet u dun. Anywaes, tt manga drawing's rather poor bt coz mani ppl sae it's gd n its the same mangaka as my fav manga i continued wif it n found it awesome =] Mainly coz the story plot's gd n ltr in the manga, the drawings gt better.
Alrites. So basicalli after the long hrs of finding the manga, i read the manga til chpt 8 on one web n is disappointed tt no more new updates. Bt i ltr learnt tt gt the raws!! The idea of "raw" came ter mi as in jap bt i tot juz the pic is like hundred times better dan nth. So i went ter take a look. And it's in chi!!! Wahahaaa. So m nw on the raws. Vol 3 xP Since the sortings r kinda diff.
Um. I cnt realli tink of any more things ter write abt lers coz it's realli juz a typical dae spent in front of the com (wich i said earlier) n mostly on mangas. Ermm. Let mi tink abit first ah. C if i can recall anything unrelated ter manga tho i doubt thr's any coz td's realli filled wif com alone. Hmmm. Rgt. Nth i guess? If i recall ltr td den i will edit tis post... Bt like realli nth lez. Oh wadeva. Woot seems like tis is the shortest post among the recent posts? Kkaes. Tt's all fer td den. Ja. Mata'ne~~~ |
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| [Hong] ♥ 明知没有答案还是要问 | 5:37 AM |
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