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EMO post
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Facing the computer at the moment.
Used com near an hr or mayb two.
Feeling all emo again after toking ter felicia.
I hv been thinking.
I m indeed more of a listener dan a talker.
But.
Tho i m always thr when one nids ter talk.
Mainly coz i m an xtra.
Hu is ever thr.
When i nid them?

Tired of chasing sth i can nv get back.
Tired of being an xtra all the while.
Tired of trying ter find sumone hu understands mi.
In tis enclosed n dark world of mine.
Thr's no one in sight.
I cnt see a thing.
It's so cold that i go numb.
Tis world's so cruel.

U hu hv always been in the light.
Wun ever noe how it's like.
Ter be in the darkest shadows alone.
Like mi.

Bt sumhw I dun get it.
I dun understand.
How one can live in the light.
Mayb i hv been here too long.
Tt i forgt wad it's like ter be in the light.
I hv been like those, once.
But it's been so long back since den.
Dark and cold.
Tt's all i feel out in the world.
Ever since an incident i dun even rmb.
Mayb i remembered.
Bt i chose ter escape.

All i feel out in the world.
Is the world tt has no plc fer mi.
And the meaningless existence of mine.

Trying my best ter smile.
Like nth's wrg at all.
When nth's rgt.
Thr's no plc in tis world fer mi at all.
I noe.
I noe...
I noe......

I dun even understand myself.
I dunno me.
I dunno juz hu n how i m.
Everything's so blank.
I feel ever so empty.

Coming ter an end.
I dun realli noe wad ter write anymore.
Or mayb i juz cnt rmb wad ter write.
Coz i hv been wanting ter do an emo post.
Since the start of tis wk i guess.
It's 10.00pm sharp.
Tis is the 100th post.
Cnt believe it.
I started my first post.
Wif an ever so eagerness.
Nw coming ter the 100th post.
Whr it's an emo post.

The day is too bright.
The night is too dark.
Tell mi.
How can i survive.
In tis huge world alone?
[Hong] ♥ 明知没有答案还是要问 | 5:37 AM