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horrible day
Friday, August 14, 2009
Td, is a horrible day.
Basicalli i'd decided to skip guides since ytd.
Den, my fren td came telling mi td gt enrolment ceremony.
Wich is like omg and i nv bring attire = no badge anyway.
Felt rather sad somehow u noe...
Hesitated alot n wondered if i shud juz attend guides n tell em i forgt bring.
But another fren say if no attire go oso no use, wun giv badge.
So i still skipped, and went to brenda n fiona to amk walk.
Its was sort of apparent tt im more or less an extra thr.
Bt like, i juz didnt wan to go home coz i was still hesitant-guiltily-sad-halfwayinsane.
Well, den dey gt some cca party so i went home myself.

Alrites.
And then the drama, wich is juz dunno hw mani days away.
I did not do anything n nid andris help mi, im realli sry and thku.
I hope she do find sth u noe, or i'll be the one in pit man.
I was supposed to be in charge of tt, im realli sry sry sry, hope she find sth tho she might nt = i die.
I'd swear i will nt volunteer myself for anything anymore.
I cnt even do it myself wad right do i hv eh.

Ok.
Den during con malay, wich alot ppl 千方百计 break out of the 'prison'...
Andris ask mi help her take her files she forgotten to her.
I agreed bt ltr i find it too heavy n left it in sch in someone's locker...
So, den i realize i din read the sms carefulli.
She meant to bring it to her on rehearsal, nt monday.
And the rehearsal is tmr, oh wow.
And tues gt a test wich means tmr itself i'd nid to go bak sch...
BUT!! wad if the sch nv open?
Oh man bloody shyt i'd 害 her lez ><
Or shud i juz confess?
Or shud i lie say i forgt bring(wich'll still 害 her)?

I feel im seriously lying too much these days.
Faked enthusiasm faked generosity faked wadever.
Everything like faked.

Thr's nth im doing right.
Nth at all.
I seriously dun know how to be fine when im not.
Alrites.
Horrible day.
Tt's all.
[Hong] ♥ 明知没有答案还是要问 | 5:39 AM