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nowhere to go
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Well. Td went fer guides meeting, supposedly is openhouse bt dun realli seem lik one coz lik nt alot ppl lehz. Bt anywaes so i woke up @7.30am this morning n gt home by 1pm. And overall td is nt tt bad coz the tcher nt arnd...

Man. Heard beile quitted her band. And my sch band wich is even worse coz its military, wonder if i shud realli chng my cca... But i cant realli stay can i? Crap man. I still dunno anything, shud i chng cca? Or shud i not? Out of time, end of holidays will be sooner than it appears to be. Dearest, im going insane in my head. I dun wanna think abt it. But i have to think abt it, i need to think abt it. But i cant think abt it bcoz i dunno wad to do. Im coming to no conclusion after rounds and rounds and im back to the same point again. How mani posts has it been? How mani months has it been? Yet im back, back right at the start.

Out of time, out of choices and out of guts. I wonder wth am i doing now n wth am i to do. Sorry dear for skipping guides w/o being sure of i have another path to walk, and therefore similar to suicidal i pushed myself into this dead end myself. I shudnt hv done tt i know, but its too late afterall. I dun get wad im toking i juz dunno anything anymore. Im still running away from reality. Im going nowhere at all, and i have nowhere to go. Damnit. Damnit all.

Leaving mi insane;
kwanhong---
[Hong] ♥ 明知没有答案还是要问 | 9:07 AM