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december
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Alrites. To start it off, td is the 1st of dec 2009!! The start of the last month of hols... Oh well. Basicalli i watched 2012 wif bei & felicia ytd and spent my day td in front of com lik usual. We went bishan de gv watch, nv buy popcorns bt i bot powdered peanuts, $1.50~ Hm nt bad a movie lars, bt when i tink world's gonna realli end in 2012 its rather... scary eh. Since tis yr drawing to an and, it wud meant 2yrs more onli hars? And when i was watching i rmb i tot of sth lik, "all humans are equal in the sense that everybody is powerless if god wants them to die." Hah...

Btw, im kinda on yullen from dgrayman these days... Yullen aka kanda X allen. Lolz. 1st time i support a yaoi so far man. Even went around finding their fanfics to read. Haha. Oh juz to make it a point, before i was onto yullen i was onto dgrayman's master-disciple; cross & allen. Well coz the usualli cold n evil shisho cared n 'cried' for allen n sumhw i juz gt into them lols. And thr's tis song from dgrayman oso wich i took v long to find. Tsunaide te ni kiss wo ; a touching and sad song i wud say... "watashi wa inori, tsutsukeru ; domoka konoko ni ai wo; tsunaide te ni, kisu wo" The second line wich translated "please give your love&blessings to this child", kinda sad if u noe wad im toking. In a nutshell, nt onli the tune itself giv off a sense of sadness the lyrics r too.

Anywaes. I still dunno wad to do... Nobody can help mi since i was the one hu landed myself here, im sticking to this alone. But seriously thr isnt any choice. Comeon, unless u say i can stay in guides after missing the trifoil ceremony n the whole yr of testwk? Or fail my impt streaming exams along wif handling tons of pressure by going to band? I killed myself, its nobody's fault but mine tt im stuck here. Lik choosing a choice from no choices. Ha. Suicidal act sure indeed. Count down is starting isnt it... Im running away from reality every single freaking day. Goodness wad am i to do... 5 months and im still stuck on this. Haf more month isnt realli gonna help is it? I feel lik bashing myself damnit. Damnit all.

Leaving mi insane alone;
kwanhong---
[Hong] ♥ 明知没有答案还是要问 | 8:31 AM